aduno...

you know, i dont really have anything to say for once... i'm just tired and a bit mellow. i was anxious earlier today, about homework and other thinks, but i dont even feel like argueing about things... like i was having a conversation about death, i'm not sure how deep it really was, but i just sorta stopped argueing... it's not like talking about it will change it, right?

i didnt do much today... didnt go to the library, didnt go into town... didnt even sleep that late, so i had to have done something... read The Golden Compass, i guess... aduno, i'm just... not energized. Not particulary sad, just... there. And it's not related to the drugs i've been joking about, don't worry.