Follow up, randoms

if i ever did anything like a drug, i dont do drugs. there may be things some people would consider to have the same effect as a drug. but, well, it's what i do, how i live, and i'm sorry.

hmmmmm havent posted for a while- its amazing how much i've had to do for Renaissance when there wasnt actually hw... my dress, the king's gift (until i realized i shouldnt have sewn it, since we're not tailors) and we lost horribly anyway... but whatever, it was pretty fun. and i doubt i would have been happy no matter how well we did. And i also had Matcounts (those thoughts werent connected at all of course lol) which took hours, and then my sister had to use the computer. so i havent had much computer time.

i cant think of anything to post. i dont want to have to cut the sleeves of the dress that is once again my sister's, but they're crooked and all, so they will have to do. the dress isnt that comfortable or anything in itself, but i've become attached to it. tho i've been warned not to do that kind of thing... *sigh* i was pretty much blown away in it today...

so much is ending, so much is continueing, and so much is going to happen... for example, Renaissance, Matcounts, placements. i dont want to go to the states i really dont. its good that we got first, seeing we were expected to and it would have been difficult otherwise, butbutbut... *deep breath* its ok. one more meet. tho i think they expect me to do better this year, again... ah well. poo to them tho thats not how it turns out.