bleh. a happier post is way overdue. The last week should just go away, but it wont, and the world is still turning, so it'll work out.
:edit: i suck. i really do. things start to get better, and then i'm so stupid they get worse, and then it fades away, and then it comes back because i'm stupid, and then it starts to be ignored, and then i realize i've been the stupidest person in the WORLD. i would go hide in the woods, but that would probly make it worse. i can only hope i wont be this stupid again. but knowing me, i will.
:edit: i suck. i really do. things start to get better, and then i'm so stupid they get worse, and then it fades away, and then it comes back because i'm stupid, and then it starts to be ignored, and then i realize i've been the stupidest person in the WORLD. i would go hide in the woods, but that would probly make it worse. i can only hope i wont be this stupid again. but knowing me, i will.
posted by lautre @ 4:11 AM
3 Comments:
At 3:20 PM,
Anonymous said…
*hugs* If I could make it better, I would, but I don't know how...
At 5:33 PM,
lautre said…
ah well. it's just that i would put... what i did... at the top of my list of mistakes, and getting rid of it would be one of my three genie wishes. maybe it's not my fault, but it's difficult to place the blame, with a mind so twisted... how much of it can i control?
At 5:49 PM,
lautre said…
my god Ellie is amazing.
"One of the worst feelings is knowing that you have hurt someone you care about, or made them feel worse.
I'm sorry I have been so out of it this past week. I don't know why..."
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