had softball practice today. was pretty fun. walked to the field, no-one was there. walked to the Ray gym, no coaches were there. walk back to the field and have practice. Had a realization: i'm on the A-team because i'm an 8th-grade pitcher who has control. other people are faster, but i'm normally good at getting strikes. but i had a bad streak today, and i was kinda worried, realizing- i can't afford to have bad streaks. but the teams are picked, and it's probly nothing. meh.